Thanks. ik it seems like all i do is complain here. But its like home and i know ppl with understand. but it’s gotten so hard to do anything. i haven’t gone to school in a week cuz i don’t want to face anyone. And i feel like i’m going to cry all the time. It’s really hard not having Robbie here to talk to and tell him whats going on. He’s was my best friend but his new gf and new friends have made him put me on the back burner.
Its getting really hard to keep living. I lost my best friend. I don’t know what I did or why he’s mad at me. I don’t want to be the friend that’s always hurting him and bothering him with my problems. He’s moving on and doing better and I’m just stuck. And every direction I pull to get out just drags me further down. I don’t want to try anymore. I just want to quite and not hurt anymore.